I have this problem of simply thinking too much. And I am fairly sure it is a curse.
As soon as I even touch a bed my brain likes to go twice the speed. Thinking of everything and anything. A sudden burst of energy before I go to sleep.
Doesn't help that I have crazy stuff on my mind that I shouldn't let bother me at all.
However, I never knew how much one small thing can wear a person down. I have this tough outer shell that I hide all my problems and woe in. Yet... just that one little thing has sprung a leak and I feel myself slowly breaking down. My shell is thin and weak and full of cracks. Then... here soon I am just going to break. It is like water... soft but wears down mountains...
The water keeps running...
An ocean, from the depths of my soul.
