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The hurt... so much. I shake and cry, cry and shake... how can my utter love and devotion mean absolutely nothing. SO I will hurt and stew... I will try to understand and I will try to be strong. I want you, I liked my life with you.

You might be able to not pretend to care anymore but I can't pretend not to care about you. This one way mirror isn't as one dimensional as you perceive it to be.